urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk MuSe Amanda 2006-04-03T20:07:32Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:71741 2006-04-03T20:07:32Z 2006-04-03T20:07:32Z i havent been on this in ages cos quite frankly i couldnt give a fuk about it but im waiting for a phone call back and going out so fill in the time i might aswell update.<br /><br />have been out driving with my dad every chance there is for the past couple of days. Me and richard were out today and wasnt doing bad but tonight my dad said i was good up at that real radio bit so im happy with that. <br /><br />I managed to get work experience cos my cousin is the editor of scotland on sunday he offered me 4 days there through in edinburgh. it will be really good to put on my cv and will help with my journalism course but its just im not looking forward to it but only cos im lazy and have to travel to edinburgh. it starts tomoz but on wed till friday i have to get the motorvator bus in and i know for sure i'll get lost somehow!<br />i dont know where to get it from or where to get off aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh<br /><br />5 days of skool left after the hols wwwwwoooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br />pretty boring update but so fuk x<br />ps. I LOVE YOU NIKKI!!!!!!!!!!!!XX urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:71436 2005-12-13T21:13:57Z 2005-12-13T21:13:57Z yyyyuuus yuuuusss!! VIP TICKETS TO BIFFY AT THE KING TUTS ON FRIDAY YUUUSSSSSSSS!!!!<br />damn excited about that!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:71182 2005-11-19T15:53:37Z 2005-11-19T15:53:37Z geezo well last nite ,it was as if everyone had had there drinks spiked or something ,while inside it was good but then when we got outiside it just seemed to turn bad.<br />it was like everyone was trippin on acid or something it just got totally outta control. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:70960 2005-11-07T20:58:11Z 2005-11-07T20:58:11Z hhhheeeyy<br /><br />i just watched the 4 episodes of the 3rd series of the oc and i have lost season 2<br />thank god for piracy!!<br /><br />I cut richards hair the other day and id say i done quite a good job and i rrreaally dont know how to end this,so i'll jusy stop. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:70746 2005-10-30T12:08:11Z 2005-10-30T12:08:11Z im so shocked about that girl joanne dying on friday night,i was just talking to her last wednesday at bens party,its so strange i just cant believe it. <br />i feel so bad for ben aswell he talked to her alot and he cant seem to take it in. <br />its weird cos you always think nothing will happen to you and then it happens to someone you know and you only realise then that your not so invincible after all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:70567 2005-10-22T16:59:02Z 2005-10-22T16:59:02Z okkkk so work today was nae so bad but i didnt like getting up early for induction but its kool tomorrow its 1 till 4.45<br />and i hate sttoock i hate putting things out to collection its shite and such a stressful panic and im small and had to climb up ladders to bring down giant boxes and nearly died several times but when they put me on collection that was quite fun with the wee stamp and using the wee thing to call ppl up to collect.id like to be on that all the time.<br /><br />i get 4.54 and hour,nae bad and time and a half on a sunday woooo<br />and have met alot of really really nice ppl so its been nae so bad.<br /><br />away for a shower and then im off out <br />cya after xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:70145 2005-10-19T13:00:40Z 2005-10-19T13:00:40Z Bens having a big party so youz all have to go 2nite,its gonnae be good!!!!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:69961 2005-10-17T14:00:34Z 2005-10-17T14:00:34Z hey,<br /><br />got in this morning at 6 from bens,we were gonnae just stay but didnt. dave and heather were curled up on the both couches in the other room. i also have your scarf dave that i need to give you back.<br />ehm the nite was good ,his house is like a cottage house or something its so bloody beatiful and pretty damn big aswell and some parts of the house its would remind u of a hobbit house for ben and his little family lol like the bak door is tiny and he has minatures chairs sitting in some rooms.<br /><br />so i ended up drinking like one shot of my vodka and i donno it was really sweet,its smells so good but it kinda left a sickenin taste in your mouth so i drank other vodka and i'll use some of mines for 2nite.<br /><br />it was funny tho heather and dave sleeping in the other room for ages and wer sitting up talking at half 5 all eating a bowl of cheerios watching a retard get his hair burnt of right infront of us.<br /><br />had a big heart to heart with dawn,chrissy and gillian,love you guys!!!!!!<br />better go byexxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:69677 2005-10-15T23:52:04Z 2005-10-15T23:52:04Z so was talking to ben tonight and he wanted me to ask emma,dave,heather,christopher,kelly/paul.... to his empty tomorrow nite<br />so if uz dont read this then i'll try and get in touch with youz some other way and if u do and need to find out wots happening leave a comment or fone me <br />but i think its around 6/7 to go to bens at<br />xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:69495 2005-10-15T09:49:15Z 2005-10-15T09:49:15Z ok so i haven't updated in quite a wee while. so i have news,i have a job. Just as i was about to go out last night at 8o'clock argos at the fort phone and ask if i still want a job , was tempted to say no as they had rejected me before but didn't.<br />so my induction is next saturday 10-5 which is quite good because iv got this whole week to lie in and get drunk at bens empty!<br /><br />im looking forward to bens on sunday because i'll be able to crack open my 30 pound bottle of swedish vodka :D<br />eh wot else with a job and my ema money starting next week and still having alot of birthday money so i can pay for my driving lessons aswell.<br /><br />was chatting with richard and he says hopefully soon they'll have another gig so youz all have to go and see them and cheer them on and well quite frankly get smashed. it will probs be at 13th note again which i love its so studenty and rather suave indeed.<br /><br />well you chaps better get ur arses to bens on sunday!!!<br />love ya <br />xx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:69133 2005-09-26T14:36:46Z 2005-09-26T14:36:46Z last nite had to be one of the best sundays iv ever had. was so funny dancing about to blondie and ymca with robert and ben and simon and robert diving about like a mad man was so fukin funny an blondie was sooo over played but it was great .<br /><br />and it was nice to have a big talk with heather ,it was really nice to talk about everything again and how we felt about things :)<br /><br />god i was totally wasted!!!<br />enough said <br />xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:69001 2005-09-20T21:31:31Z 2005-09-20T21:32:32Z For aileen:<br /><br />I LOVE YOU AILEEN!!!!<br />aileen im sooooo sooo sad and i promise right now that you can always talk to me cos i love the wee heart to hearts wev had over these 2years now.<br />this is noottt the end!!! i promise!!<br />im gonnae slap that boy silly!<br /><br />p.s i sound like such a lesbian right now but i swear im not!<br /><br />love Amanda<br />xxxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:68658 2005-09-15T17:38:50Z 2005-09-15T17:38:50Z i decided today im going to leave school urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:68449 2005-09-13T15:02:03Z 2005-09-13T15:02:03Z emmm first update in agggges. iv got an interview for argos up the fort in about an hours time,sooooo we'll see how that one goes then. probably wont go good as when they ask me a question i take about a year to reply and repeat eh about a million times.<br /><br />ta ra chuck x urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:68183 2005-08-04T15:52:25Z 2005-08-04T15:52:25Z i hate applications. i hate interviews. i hate filling out stupit forms. i hate how its raining constantly. i hate my pain. i hate hospitals. i hate not seeing certain ppl but its my fault. i hate guys,well not all of them. i hate exam results. i hate bad dreams. i hate hangovers.i hate arguments.i hate the mistakes iv made.i hate being small.<br />but i love my mum she always makes me feel better and makes me laugh. i love richard aswell cos we get on and he can be such a nice guy ,well there is times when hes not but i know he doesnt really mean it.he does things for me and he makes me laugh alot. i love steven cos hes such a drama queen and funnily enough thinks he knows everything lol but he cares alot. And i love my dad even tho we have our differences hes my dad and i love him to bits.<br /><br />this was such a stupit update urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:68055 2005-07-25T12:15:54Z 2005-07-25T12:15:54Z im bak home,i didnt like the ending of harry potter it was just too too too sad.<br />i feel if my family hadnt been around me when i was reading the end and i had been sitting in my room myself that i would have been in tears it was so sad.<br /><br />its good to be home ,im going to get the cat from the kennel missed her aswell.<br />missed everything.its weird to see dullness outside tho and it being cold again and also coming bak in the plane i actually thought we were gonnae die cos of the turbulance cos im not used to flying, i was sooooo scared.<br /><br />i have presents bak also that ppl will get when i invite ppl up to mines and i also bought drink at the airport.<br /><br />nice to be home <br />xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:67593 2005-07-18T19:36:55Z 2005-07-18T19:36:55Z heyyyyy im in lido di jeslo...its soooooooo warm. and me and richard got so burnt today were as steven has already been on holiday like 4 times and looks like a black man.<br />im missing everything,i miss home so much already be bak on sunday tho not long really!!!<br />nearly fainted aswell on the bus up to lido aswell nearly spewed over ma dad lol<br /><br />well off to shop <br />bye byexx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:67360 2005-07-15T17:47:50Z 2005-07-15T17:47:50Z well my week staying at alans has been great,i mean really fukin hilarious.<br />last night it was me ,alan,dave,bruce,dickie,ally mc cue and kirky and it was funny as hell.<br />theres been so much going on them going jogging at 5 in the morning and trecks down to the garage everynight and theyr operation lactation of stealing milk bottles its been so funny.<br /><br />while i was sleeping one night they also came back with 3 for sale signs and alan neighbour caught them one nite and said i dont think your dad will be very happy with you selling the houselol<br /><br />iv loved it :D<br />xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:67304 2005-07-15T02:06:52Z 2005-07-15T02:06:52Z hi in alans gaff that wisnae me last time with that post iv no got a rab the crab,thats alan <br />nite<br />xx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:66991 2005-07-12T20:40:19Z 2005-07-12T20:40:19Z rite so rab the crab and company have fucked off leaving me myself for two weeks. microwavable meals all round meaning that my bacon will taste like feet and look like a big ol lump of plastic. im away for a shower then to get wasted on whale boys alcoholic beverages and rip the arse off an m5 in the nurburgring. happy days<br /><br />cheerie bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:66688 2005-07-02T13:46:51Z 2005-07-02T13:46:51Z last summer was so good ,infact the best summer ever ,i can tell this one is going to be crap<br />really really crap.<br />i wish i could go bak to last summer :( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:66522 2005-06-20T19:48:24Z 2005-06-20T19:48:24Z so my big news ,i wont be bak to school cos i was taken to hopsital on sat morning and they've found a snooker ball sized cyst on my ovary and i have to get an opearation at this end of this week or next week to get it removed.<br /><br />if i get the pain as bad as i did friday night ,sat morning then i have to be rushed in and get an emergency operation.<br />this all scares the hell outta me.<br />we thought the cyst would be pee size or at the biggest malteser size and everyone was shocked when we found out its snooker ball size .i cant believe the size of it. and they said if i was fat i'd be able to see it sticking out but because iv got muscle at my stomach the muscle holds it in.<br /><br />so im kinda scared about the opearation,wait i like im actually terrified and im gonnae have a scar,i dont want a sccar!!!<br /><br />only good thing is not going bak to school,altho saying that id rather be at school than hav this.<br /><br />anyway i had a nice relaxing day with stephen today anyway,he looked after me and took me a drive and we had dinner and stuff ,was nice. <br />my family have been great aswell,richard has been great aswell saying things will be alright and that.<br /><br />i shoulda mentioned earlier theyr gig was amazing ,it really was a really good night ,i had so much fun and everyone was so drunk,mon the coherent!!!!!!youv gotta love them!!!<br /><br />well bye xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:66064 2005-06-17T18:38:40Z 2005-06-17T18:38:40Z thats me now won 2 pot noodle horns,how crap a prize is that,<br />well off to the pub xxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:65935 2005-06-04T13:00:14Z 2005-06-04T13:00:14Z last night was sooooo good,it was damn funny.iv got cans and beers lying all over my room and my room smells like an alchies pocket.<br />today im meant to be getting a job but i think im gonnae leave it to tomorrow when im getting jeans aswell.<br /><br />today i shall laze about and then stephens coming to pick me up at 6 and after that who knows.<br /><br />my mum and dads 31st wedding anniversary soon and stephen wants to take them out to dinner....i fear it shall cost too much all i have is a tenner doubt that would go very far.<br /><br />!!!im pretty happy just now!!!!,well until monday ,i hate saying im happy i always ALWAYS Jinks it.<br />anyway im dying for that suave jacket the guy in corrie has ...its just soooo hot,i want it badly.<br /><br />off for a wee sleep<br />byexxx urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:muse_rawk:65586 2005-05-30T21:52:34Z 2005-05-30T21:52:34Z hey ,well today was the computing exam and ehhh i feel i have failed, but stephen came and picked me up after it which was really sweet and it cheered me right up,he dropped kel off aswell and eh picked me bak up later on to go down to his.<br /><br />we went down the skatepark and ventre was there,uv gotta love his accent. went to the chippy got fritters then went bak to skatepark for a wee bit and then back to stephens and watched back to the future which is a classic film!!!!!<br /><br />Then cos i have my art written exam tomorrow he drove me up the road ,picked up lynsey and katie on the way cos theyr bak to schhhhhhoooool tomorrow.<br /><br />and im going to bed cos im soooooooooo nakurd.<br /><br />plus richard has got really thin again since hes been working again<br />hes looking suave